I've skipped a total of six classes so far this quarter (aka two weeks)
I haven't done math homework in three weeks, and its all due on friday.
I have $10 to get me through until tuesday, or maybe longer if I decide to save my paycheck.
Mom is saying I can't stay an extra week in Panama (although I think my sis will make her change her mind)
Annndddd (and thats a big 'and') I still don't know where I'm going to school
Yesterday mom said "If you don't decide by this weekend where you're going, I'll choose for you"
And this morning she said "If you really want to live in Chicago you could move there after you finish school."
But its all okay, because I am taking it in stride.
Or just ignoring it all by slacking even further and not thinking about the giant decisions looming ahead.
Whatever, at least I'm feeling okay.
The good news is:
Friday is possibly chilling with the boys
Saturday is prom shopping with Ella
Monday is Say Anything (!!!!! I can't afford a t-shirt with my 10 bucks, but thats just fine)
Maybe after all that I will start, you know, thinking about life again?
I'll probably be having a nervous breakdown next week when I fully realize, holyshitwhatamidoing?
But for now I'll bask in the glory of the days ahead, in Noodles mac n' cheese and free Ben and Jerry's, of walks around uptown with my favorite chica, and the fact that I might get to have speech with Ricky before the end of the week.
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